happiness.

this week has been fantastic. we did missionary week which means no tv, texting, internet, music. nothing. as hard as it was, it was actually a great experience and i'm so so grateful i got to do it. today in church, a girl gave a talk in sacrament on happiness. she said that most of us base our happiness on what we THINK will make us happy. like when i go here, i will be happy. or when this or this happens to me, i'll be happy. and this completely stood out to me, because this is exactly what i think. there's this one specific thing that i wish would happen and i base my happiness around that. i always think to myself.. "well when that happens, i'll be completely happy." but no. i won't. because what i think will make me happy, won't last long. so be happy now. and you will be even happier when that one thing you thought would make you happy, eventually comes around. i can't wait for the moment when i find every moment, and everything happy. but i'm getting there. everyone has to get there. enjoy life. its so so great & we are all so lucky and we take advantage of our happiness at times. so when something comes around that makes you happy, enjoy that moment. but be happy even when people or things are bringing you down. if you want to be happy, then be it. there's not one reason why you don't deserve happiness in your life. everyone deserves & needs it.

the sun is shinnin just the way we like it.

the weather? its wonderful. i keep forgetting that its only spring break and not summer. but that's okay, summer is just right around the corner. but spring break has been perfect so far and its only Tuesday. first started off with playing night games in the home with all the lights turned off, Easter, and baseball games. i love my friends.

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no, but really. i do. i just don't say anything to avoid unnecessary drama and peoples crap.
& the best thing is? they have no idea.
my life OBVIOUSLY rocks...
no.

this song? loooove it.

this video? i could watch it all day everyday. it makes me happy.

On Saturday, I walked outside expecting it to be cold like any other February in Utah would be. But no. I was obviously wrong. I walked outside...& it was warm. like warm, warm. I loved it. It was probably the best feeling not having to wear a jacket in the middle of February.
Coldness, is not my thing. Whatsoever. This summer, when it was blazing hot, I did not complain once. I kept thinking to myself. "in a couple months, it will be freezing cold & you will wish it was this hot." I remember thinking this everyday to myself. I loved the feeling of my skin being burnt & turning into a tan eventually. I miss it. so much. Actually too much that on the first day of summer my whole body was aching from my body being red as red. But I loved it. & i want that feeling to come back as soon as possible. So what i'm saying is February, stay like this. i could care less. of course i wanted snow for the good ole' Christmas feeling, but that's over with & gone so please don't come.
So therefore, May 31st will be the best day. Summer will be here & that means staying up late, summer nights, going on trips. I can't wait.
{do you like how i'm talking about summer in the middle of February?..i do.}

lately..

chillin with our awesome glasses and fedora. i love my girl freenn.

it snowed for the first time in awhile. we took pics in our roller blades. no biggie.

we do tricks that everybody is obviously jealous about.

life has been crazy crazy crazy. softball in the mornings & after school, cleaning for the old peeps, guitar, school & homework, and just everything else of course. but i do have to admit, i enjoy it at times. yes it does get so tiring and old after awhile, but its gooood. its good to keep busy. at least for me.

so like i said before, i do clean for some cute cute old people. they are really the cutest. the women whose name is Connie, she is very very old. she can barely walk, but she is the cutest. and of course her husband whose name is Richard, he's a funny man. so one day as i was watering there plants, Richard walks in after going for a little drive around town. he heads upstairs to where Connie was doing some paper work. and as he walked in he said to Connie "hello good lookin." my heart melted. it was the cutest thing. for how old they are, they are the sweetest to each other and its makes me so happy. they are hilarious & i want to grow old and be like them. they are so happy and so adorable, & that's how i want to be. i don't want to be an old grump who ends up in a retirement home all sad and depressed. i want to be like Richard and Connie. they're adorable. 




excuse this random post. deal with it.

struggling

ALRIGHTY. I'm struggling with this...big time, but I will do better. yes I keep saying that, but yes I mean it this time. I think the main reason why i don't blog that often is because i'm not the type of person that can just start typing all of my feelings about a certain topic or how i'm feeling with a certain situation...like most bloggers. but I know that there are obviously more things to blog about than all the serious stuff. but i promise i'm going to do better because i love it. i certainly do. so as of now...we're starting fresh.